太迟了

眼泪它又流了下来
我还不适应你的离开
时不时将照片翻开
照片泛黄已腐坏
证明了这段恋情的失败 

是过了期地等待
不禁地让它变坏
是过了分地期盼
让这热恋变得冷淡

我们都拥有最美好的回忆
现在只能将它们通通收起

我要的不是承诺
不是海枯石烂的天长地久
只是想要多点爱
也就只是这样而已也不行？

这一切也都太迟
落下的眼泪不会倒流
破了的镜已有裂痕
怎么补也补不回

《活在我心中》

《活在我心中》
这些年来
你都过得好不好
一直以来 以为等待
就应对爱有所期待

我想是期待
才会让我更感慨
不应该让眼泪
就这样 流下来

近几年来
你的他早已不在
过往的喧闹不会从来
沉默中只剩下一句对白

空白，是冷战后的瓦块
争吵以后我们是否还能爱？

我想念你温暖的右手
擦干我泪湿脸庞
我想念你温柔的问候
轻轻地为而我加油
我想念争吵后还能爱
不放手继续抱起来
却已来不及从新再来

如今见面
我也敞开了胸怀
也敢对你说
：“嗨，你最近还好吗？”
但也只能够缅怀
悄悄的 离开
你会活在
你会活在 我心里的小地方
在我心中 未崩坏的 地方

After submission of MCT project, this is the conclusion I had.

中奖时没我的份
还得背负着你的责任
你是那么的爱捣蛋
总是还我一团乱

你的思路往往会出错
结果得面对着你蹉跎
总在紧要关头出车祸
结果我们也来不及闪躲

日夜颠倒地做
不眠不休的过
身体渐渐衰弱
还好已经度过

有你的日子
一句话
是真的没好过！

《强颜欢笑》

你也对我坦白
我也只好接下来
你将离开的事实
就像我心中的大石

搬不动的大石
压得我痛到快死
却也不愿搬开
让我继续为溺爱腐蚀

我不能克制我自己
我不能不想你
所说过的每一句话
我不能不想你
因为你已活在我生命里

你离开的那段日子
可能会改变你我的生活
没有你的那段日子
一个人的生活不会好过

看到你天天的倒数
情绪是否会有起伏
或许你从来不知道我的苦？

我不能克制我自己
我不能不想你
所说过的每一句话
深深的烙在我脑海里
我不能不想你
因为你已活在我生命里

也许缘分在我的命运里开了玩笑
让发生在我们的之间的事变成苦恼
我不想继续强颜欢笑
但愿你幸福到老

暧昧

My first post this year:D

Comments please:D

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也因为你的出现
将我的生活改变
和你的对话
脸上不禁出现笑脸

看着你的部落格
难过和惆怅
往往让我紧张
频频的烦恼
一直都想和你分担

可能现在对你的依赖
不像是过往对爱情的期待
看着你的面书的刊文
觉得你常把泪往肚里吞

也许流言蜚语是真的
我们对于彼此的心是那么炽热
脸上的镇定全是假的
故意装出来的冷静那么的冷漠

我们现在或许还在摸索
彼此脑里在想什么
但这能慢慢培养
到了最后就会有一丝共鸣

A new set of lyrics that wyman and I came out during bioinfo lessons:D

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想在街上牵你的手

陪在我左右

我却因为懦弱胆怯

所以也没有

心里的石头

是半夜搬不动

而你的温柔

却往我脑门冲

我想把你的手紧紧握着

不想放手

却显得太重

但却只能这么做

因为你不曾爱过我

《你》

这世界在变
我依然迷恋
你的笑与呵护
温暖我心田

对你的迷恋
一点也没减
但你付出的爱
却少得可怜

过往的暧昧
已不再浮现
今后的腼腆
是亲过的脸

以后的日子
不会有安静
以后的日子
只会有你的莅临

舍不得让你烦恼
干脆让我苦恼
但愿能与你破晓
携手一起到老

《眼泪的祝福》

今天的词有了点曲。哈哈。创作灵感来自于彭佳慧的《踏上红毯的那一天》
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我已睁开了双眼
也终于看见
是否对你的思念
只有那么一点


踏上红毯那一天
白纱披盖的双肩
幸福落下的眼泪
你一定很美

心房中丝丝的甜
如今是嘴角的咸
不能再把你手牵
不愿再以泪洗脸

热恋时彼此的腼腆
换来冷漠陌生的脸

踏上红毯那一天
白纱披盖的双肩
幸福落下的眼泪
你一定很美

但我已不是你的眼
不再是你依赖的肩
今日是你的结婚天
我祝你们幸福永远

《奢望》

走在烈日空下
烫红了脸颊
我为你擦汗
你对我微笑

我知道美好时光很快就过
我也知道我心里在想什么
但你是否知道我想什么
我为你做的每件小事
件件都让我感到欣慰

如今你也找到
靠岸的避风港
我也该试着把过去放下
谢谢你给我最好的礼物

虽然偶尔还会流泪
虽然偶尔还会挂念
但我也不能够再给你
你要的那种温柔

或许我不该多想
但是还是会希望
当我送你最爱的薰衣草
你也会我握起我的手
说我是你的薰衣草

对不起我爱你

Hi readers.Another post that is long dued. LOL!Alignment error happens

1st Verse

当视线变得模糊黑暗

是不是时候后让那感觉坦然

我已经不再追问是非对错

因为那只会让彼此更加难过


Pre-Chorus

爱情本来不只是单单忍让

因为这样会更加受伤

要是只有单方来曾受所有的压力

结果就会像被断开的橡皮圈


Chorus

断了。分了。

为什么彼此无法承受那考验

相信当我俩刚在一起的那刹那

都没想到会有分开的那一天

我已后悔之前没好好珍惜你

而现在的我一跟你没关系。

Verse 2

当我需要你的时候，你在哪？

当你需要我的时候，我在哪？

我们都无法实现为彼此许下承诺

那还能渴望些什么？

Chorus

断了。分了。

为什么彼此无法承受那考验

相信当我俩刚在一起的那刹那

都没想到会有分开的那一天

我已后悔之前没好好珍惜你

而现在的我一跟你没关系。

Ending

我不确定是否我是这段感情结束的导火线

但我始终觉得有些亏欠

Sorry,I Love You

The fastest poem that I've ever wrote.Finished within 10-15mins.Enjoy readers.
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I hadn't know why
the reason that you always cry.
Now,I understand.
It's so hard to be hold the stand.
Now that the love is about to die,
what's more can you lie?
The pain that couldn't subside.
The emotions that had already override.


I just can't forget the feelings I had for you.
It's for sure not unreal,
however,guess that there's isn't anymore chance for appeal?

I miss you.

My Wish

Hey Readers

Haven't been posting another thoughts of mind for quite sometime. Recently, alot of emotional ups and down.Argh.Whatever it is~I manage to come out with this and hope you guys like it.Haha.
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Looking into your eyes;

I've been mesmerised.

Can I ever hold thy hands

and I ask you to dance?

Oh girl when you cry

my shoulder will always be there for you to lie.



(Chorus)

Ever since that I met You

I'd know I need You.

Looking at you everyday;

Stress and fatigue walks away

I'll try my best to make you stay

and make your day.

Verse 2

People walking by everyday

The smile on your face starts to fade

I hope I could be of any aid,to ever stop that raid

Maybe I'm in pain and sorrow

You'd always be my sunny tomorrow,to remove the cold

Bridge

I can't bear to ya let walk away

Cause I know I'd be in much dismay

I wouldn't bear let you slip away

The feeling that was once felt,so hurtful

(Chorus)

Ever since that I met You

I'd know I need You.

Looking at you everyday;

Stress and fatigue walks away

I'll try my best to make you stay

and make your day.

Ending

With almost everyday

Popping by your window

Praying hard to hear you say

"How's your day?"

Unconfirmed

Felt this emptiness in me out of a sudden.So just post some paragraphs out...Not really rhyming so is not consider a poem I guess.Less rubbish and more words below~

Can't really think of a title so do tag at my tagbox if You got any good title.
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站在漆黑的天台
手中握着腐朽的记忆
望着城市的灯火
仿佛就像坠落的星光

或许是风吹得太大
或许是反复记忆重叠
把泛黄的纸折成纸飞机
让疲惫的心灵飞往豁达天堂

破裂后的镜子
无法恢复原状
哭瞎了的双眼
再也无法看到未来与幸福

剥夺 Deprivation

My very first chinese 作品 after I didn't touch my chinese since O levels ended.

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Verse(1)
窗外飞来的白信鸽

红色脚上是你的歌

回忆，思绪泛滥成河

走过的路崎岖坎坷

难道你都不记得了？

Chorus

时间一秒一秒地过

我不想变得如此懦弱

为何得把这段幸福给剥夺？

时间一天一天地过

你也不需要再保持沉默

你的自由已不被反锁

Verse(2)

看到湖面上的鱼在游

摸着已腐朽的木桌

仿佛时间从没溜走

泪流的那一刻，我彻底的输了

我们的爱已失去了颜色

离开已不是最惨痛的抉择

Chorus

时间一秒一秒地过

我不想变得如此懦弱

为何得把这段幸福给剥夺？

时间一天一天地过

你也不需要再保持沉默

你的自由已不被反锁

Bridge

放弃了的爱才说彼此不适合

当时的追求时又是何必呢？

Last verse

人行道第一次的邂诟

我们就如点燃的火

分开以后却不能附和

就如熄灭的般冷漠。

Really havent been touching my mother tongue for damn long period of time.Pen down this long Chinese....erm...song?poem? seems abit tough and wasn't really rhyming much closing to the end.

Melancholy Angel

My first proper long poem that has chorus that appears twice.I was thinking of writing a normal length poem like the one before but it turn out to be this.So think can consider it as a song?HAHA!Maybe after I had master my chords,this will be my first composition?Who knows

Kinda Sad one.
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(Verse 1)
Applying strength to the chords,
Mind overflow with melancholy thoughts.
Why can't I always get what I sought?
Fingertips on the left had felt sore,
Uncomparable to the one felt in the core.
Till they had finally bleed,
You still unaware that You're the one I need.


(Chorus)
Someday You will finally know
The efforts I had sow.
That will not turn cold
Even till the day I become Old and Yellow.


(Verse 2)
Walking alone often makes me sigh;
Composing end up makes me cry
Streams of Blood will someday,dry.
Dandelions will somehow,lie;
And Prayers to my heart will never die.

(Chorus)
Someday You will finally know
The efforts I had sow.
That will not turn cold
Even till the day I become Old and Yellow.

(Bridge)

You should know,and ought to know

My feelings are wine that gushes from barrels

They can't cease to flow

And at least my efforts wont lie low.

(Ending)

I may not be there when the weather's colder;

not the one to be with you till you gets older

but will always be the Angel on your Shoulder.

*The spacing got a bit of error when the piece reached the last 2/3-3/4 of the poem.

15th post for this blog.Feel like writing cause got inspiration.
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Look at the twirling pencil,
I start drifting away into my own world;
Looking at your departure,
my tears left my swollen eyes' rupture.
Can't it be salvage?
Words,stupidity of my unreasonable rage.
I could no longer feel the warmth;
the sensation I always sought.
Nothing left except your absence;
Merit for my own Foolishness.
You had already threw in your towel;
since our relationship turns sour.
Being a fact,nothing but swallow;
hope it's gonna be shallow;
in order for our Love to keep on the glow.

No Confidence

Quite some time didn't come le.A bit of emotional drop,is it due to hormonal imbalance in my body?LOL!

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I can't bring myself forward,
I find it rather perturbed.

I felt pain on my left chest
it seriously don't feels the best;
How I wish I can let it rest.

Can't muster the courage within,
succumb to the fear in between.

Unsure.Uncertainty.Ambigous.

Friends....

I always wanted a peer
someone who can be my listening ear.
Advises me when I'm unsure,
guide me through when i need a teacher,
and Help me when I need a teacher.
I appreciate your effort and will remember you forever.

~Jason~

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Hi Guys!This site sure rot till it become part of the fossil fuel,I guess.However,I saved it today and hope I have more ideas in Posting in the near future.=]]Enjoy reading=]]
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Dragged the feet along the shore,
waiting for you to give me a call.

Torrential rain caressed my face.
Recalling those enjoyable days,
Heartwrenching,is the word that I can ONLY say.

My Dear,you said that we are through.
What else can I do?
Continue to remain my cool?
Isn't it hard to oblige to?

I had nothing else to care,
No more joy to share,
Cause you are no longer there.

-Jason

Negative

Alone in midst of the crowds
With their faces sulked
Why i find it hard to ask you out?
Hope is only a feeling named,Doubt

Long time didnt post le......hehes...Hope you will like it.