剥夺 Deprivation

My very first chinese 作品 after I didn't touch my chinese since O levels ended.

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Verse(1)
窗外飞来的白信鸽

红色脚上是你的歌

回忆，思绪泛滥成河

走过的路崎岖坎坷

难道你都不记得了？

Chorus

时间一秒一秒地过

我不想变得如此懦弱

为何得把这段幸福给剥夺？

时间一天一天地过

你也不需要再保持沉默

你的自由已不被反锁

Verse(2)

看到湖面上的鱼在游

摸着已腐朽的木桌

仿佛时间从没溜走

泪流的那一刻，我彻底的输了

我们的爱已失去了颜色

离开已不是最惨痛的抉择

Chorus

时间一秒一秒地过

我不想变得如此懦弱

为何得把这段幸福给剥夺？

时间一天一天地过

你也不需要再保持沉默

你的自由已不被反锁

Bridge

放弃了的爱才说彼此不适合

当时的追求时又是何必呢？

Last verse

人行道第一次的邂诟

我们就如点燃的火

分开以后却不能附和

就如熄灭的般冷漠。

Really havent been touching my mother tongue for damn long period of time.Pen down this long Chinese....erm...song?poem? seems abit tough and wasn't really rhyming much closing to the end.

Melancholy Angel

My first proper long poem that has chorus that appears twice.I was thinking of writing a normal length poem like the one before but it turn out to be this.So think can consider it as a song?HAHA!Maybe after I had master my chords,this will be my first composition?Who knows

Kinda Sad one.
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(Verse 1)
Applying strength to the chords,
Mind overflow with melancholy thoughts.
Why can't I always get what I sought?
Fingertips on the left had felt sore,
Uncomparable to the one felt in the core.
Till they had finally bleed,
You still unaware that You're the one I need.


(Chorus)
Someday You will finally know
The efforts I had sow.
That will not turn cold
Even till the day I become Old and Yellow.


(Verse 2)
Walking alone often makes me sigh;
Composing end up makes me cry
Streams of Blood will someday,dry.
Dandelions will somehow,lie;
And Prayers to my heart will never die.

(Chorus)
Someday You will finally know
The efforts I had sow.
That will not turn cold
Even till the day I become Old and Yellow.

(Bridge)

You should know,and ought to know

My feelings are wine that gushes from barrels

They can't cease to flow

And at least my efforts wont lie low.

(Ending)

I may not be there when the weather's colder;

not the one to be with you till you gets older

but will always be the Angel on your Shoulder.

*The spacing got a bit of error when the piece reached the last 2/3-3/4 of the poem.

15th post for this blog.Feel like writing cause got inspiration.
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Look at the twirling pencil,
I start drifting away into my own world;
Looking at your departure,
my tears left my swollen eyes' rupture.
Can't it be salvage?
Words,stupidity of my unreasonable rage.
I could no longer feel the warmth;
the sensation I always sought.
Nothing left except your absence;
Merit for my own Foolishness.
You had already threw in your towel;
since our relationship turns sour.
Being a fact,nothing but swallow;
hope it's gonna be shallow;
in order for our Love to keep on the glow.

No Confidence

Quite some time didn't come le.A bit of emotional drop,is it due to hormonal imbalance in my body?LOL!

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I can't bring myself forward,
I find it rather perturbed.

I felt pain on my left chest
it seriously don't feels the best;
How I wish I can let it rest.

Can't muster the courage within,
succumb to the fear in between.

Unsure.Uncertainty.Ambigous.

Friends....

I always wanted a peer
someone who can be my listening ear.
Advises me when I'm unsure,
guide me through when i need a teacher,
and Help me when I need a teacher.
I appreciate your effort and will remember you forever.

~Jason~

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Hi Guys!This site sure rot till it become part of the fossil fuel,I guess.However,I saved it today and hope I have more ideas in Posting in the near future.=]]Enjoy reading=]]
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Dragged the feet along the shore,
waiting for you to give me a call.

Torrential rain caressed my face.
Recalling those enjoyable days,
Heartwrenching,is the word that I can ONLY say.

My Dear,you said that we are through.
What else can I do?
Continue to remain my cool?
Isn't it hard to oblige to?

I had nothing else to care,
No more joy to share,
Cause you are no longer there.

-Jason

Negative

Alone in midst of the crowds
With their faces sulked
Why i find it hard to ask you out?
Hope is only a feeling named,Doubt

Long time didnt post le......hehes...Hope you will like it.

Paradise that doesn't cry

The moment I first looked into your eyes,

I felt as though a bird flying in the sky.

The acceptance allows me to lie

in a place call Paradise,

which I won't have to cry.

Feelings

Walking along the dusty pathway

in much dismay

I really meant what i said that fateful day

How i wish that everything could follow what i say

No matter in what form or way

Just to have your acknowledgement,I pray.

A Fallen Star

Looked up the sky that dreadful night
Is so dark and yet so bright
Looked down,tears rolled off the agonised eyes
Flashback attacks me,like torrential tides
Hitting me with all their might
Thought i finaly get to hold you tight
Yet you left me,told me to take it in stride.
Your presence is my ONLY light.
Without you I lost my sight
Now i wish you could be by my side.

Naive Dream

Dreamt of you that fateful night
I had finally caught your sight
But not in a suitable plight
Your recognition for me is only might
but if you does,I've gonna hug you tight.

Lonely Valentines'(top) Friends Are Precious(below)

Seasons of love and care
Valentines filled the freezing air
Celebrating on a lonely chair
Tiramisu of a solely share
Hoping that you’ll be there
And nothing else, i swear.


Friends are gems
No matter they stand
Helping me with their bare hands
Even if it turned into sand
They wanted me cross the den.
I can only say Thanks.


This 2 poems are to express my feelings and appreciation and towards my Friends....
The poem on top are for those who will be going through the valentines' day alone...Dun feel sad k....

Fate

Fate
Be it be friends
even love that never ends
Essential for all social activities
Also all possibilities
Ransacked the old cupboards
Looking for the box that brings knots
Musicbox,people called it
Holding on the it
Listening to the playing chords
Rather peaceful
walking by the grassy field
children of a handful
running about.
Innocent and naive joy filled the air
Filled the air with endless care
Gathering them with more children
brought them together as friends
Bonding a friendship that never ends
Playing in the land of happness.



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wrote abt the essential substance that bring people of all places together.
Wrote it becuz of the arrival of our india friends.Welcome

Painter

It've been long
for someone whom had talk to me
rain fell down from the lonely skies
drip by drip falls on my heart
my reply were nothing
slowly words from the outer world seems to be softer
and now is gone
the door to the outer world has been shut
keeping myself within the darkness
days passed were in darkness
everything seems to be just a practice in life
doing things for the sake of doing
things seems to be bored
and getting grey
had a thousand words to say
but to no people around
someone came by
named the painter
painted bright colours
wordless at the start
but all words seems to be out
Silence is no longer the option to be falling on
Tears is no longer shed alone
Shoulders of console will be shared in this lonely season.



To all the ones who are sad and depress,don't give up hope and look forward to the new year.
To all reader of my blog here....
MERRY CHRISTMAS......

An Apple

Walking alone by the buzzling streets
Noise seems to drown my presence
Felt helpless and reach my wits
Seems like is fine of my disappearance
Sat down on a bench
Flashbacks of my actions flashes through
Each scene seems like a knife
Cutting my heart piece by piece
Tears dropped like broken pearls
Every drop seems contains a thousand words
For everything I've need to say to you
Whatever things I did
Effusive or not
They are all from my own will
Being through the thick and thin with you
Is what I wished for
Having an apple from you sincerely
I will be contented already
The knife seems to get blund after sometimes
And slowly it soothes
It become a pat of my shoulder
Rewarding me temporary
The most sincere apple you gave
Will be the best apple I ever have.


This is a poem of being rewarding what you have sow
Hope those whom read my poem will reap their reward one day.....

The Night Rainbow On Christmas'Eve

In the night of the cold winter
Snowflakes of lonliness and sorrows fell from the skies
Walking alone in the crowded road
Looking around
People were in pairs
Celebrating Christmas'Eve
Felt empty
Tears rolled down from the pale cheeks
Drop by drop
Fell onto the freezing pathway
Every snowflake fells on the bare hand
A beautiful snowflake melted into a puddle of water
Unstable and awkward
Iit seems rather neat after sometimes
The snowing has stop
Rainbow appeared above the noisy air
Looking at it
Life wasn't despair
Felt refreshed and was free from the lake of depression
Stood up and is ready for the upcoming challenges
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
This will be the last lonely christmas I will ever been through
The clock struck 12
Merry Christmas all
May all your christmas wishes come true........